Ventura
Yvette A. Schnoeker-Shorb
Like a sweet divorce from them, my parents
granted you custody, my early emancipation
after a psychologist said we needed a break
from each other. So, I embraced being set free
in you, lesser-known sister city down coast
from Santa Barbara, adorned with palm trees,
hibiscuses, blood-red bougainvilleas, birds
of paradise, and oh so many fragrant scents,
other flowers I couldn’t name. A life
beginning to bloom, a teenager on her own,
what did I know about strangers? Or trust?
The Pierpont Rapist never touched me—
I didn’t know who he was, what he was;
we just sat in the sand under a waning moon,
ocean glimmering with rhythmic motion,
and talked near the warning waves. Then
he walked me to my apartment and left.
My parents didn’t question when I arrived
back on their doorstep, a picture of the man’s
face glaring from a page of the local newspaper
clenched in one hand as I reached out to them,
eager to step into the arms of reconciliation.
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Yvette A. Schnoeker-Shorb (she/her) is the author of Shapes That Stay (Kelsay Books). Her poetry has appeared in Slipstream Magazine, New York Quarterly, Gargoyle Magazine Online, About Place Journal, AJN: The American Journal of Nursing, and other publications. She lives in the Central Highlands of Arizona.